My mind racing looking for the right answers. Debating with my inner demons and losing.
Should I, or should I not sign.
Begging me to relieve this pain, she’s begging me to relieve this pain, all along I am afraid it will numb our babies brain.
All I keep thinking this weekend is about my wicked ways. I envision not signing and letting the chips fall where they lie.
Then I think, what if she dies?
If I don’t sign no needle in your spine.
If I do sign I don’t know what will make you cry more; the pain or the suffering the lack of it will cause. All decisions are made when there is a momentary pause.
